Certain things can never be told, I wish they are understood
You know that weird feeling when you want to talk about
real stuff, you look around and have a family, or friends but still, something is missing?
Someone whom you can be completely yourself with.
Someone who accepts the way you are. Of course, you have
friends to talk to but, they too have their own lives. I mean nobody can
replace a close partner.
When you see, parents telling each other how the day went
after a hectic day & those in between calls across the day to find out how they
are doing makes your stomach churn when you realize you have no one to talk
to.
When you just don’t get what you are doing with your life.
Nothing is wrong but nothing is right either. And sometimes you wish there was
someone to hug you & tell you life can’t be perfect always.
And you know what sucks the most? You are perfectly okay
with the way it is going. You are doing great, you chose this life, and you have a
family who put you before everything else. You are complete but, still have no
one completely yours. Sometimes a dark cloud passes over me giving me shivers
on if this is how I will be living the rest of my life?
My mind crossed its fingers and said “BIG NO”.
-Sw"aargh"..thi
