Is it too late to say this?

 I fell in love, Thank you 2019! 

But, life hasn't been smooth for both of us since then. I guess as they say great relationships aren't great because they have no problems. They're great because both people care enough about the other person to make it work.

To love of my life who thinks, I care lill less!💓

I miss you terribly, every moment (awake or otherwise). It's as if I have a 'you' shaped hole in me and my life and I know it is really impossible to fill so I'll have to learn to just to live with it for now. I miss that you are not the first thing that I see in the morning when I wake up. I miss kissing you good morning. I miss asking you to wake me up. I miss cuddling you, lying on top of you, squishing your fat face and holding you.

I miss wishing you 'Good day', telling you I love you, opening the door for you when you come back from the grocery run when I'm lazy. Telling you in great detail about my day, falling asleep holding you. I miss you going on about your day, making tea, playing songs in the washroom as you bathe. 

I miss you asking me to take bath and so many other mundane things we do together. I miss watching things with you on the TV and waiting for our monthly meets to catchup on the series/films we waited to watch together. I miss sending and receiving kissies and silly double chinned selfies. I miss seeing you prepare your data presentations and rehearsing them. And I'm sad that I have no one to destress me when I freak out over my excel sheets . I miss seeing you get excited about bikes, road rashes, about bookshops, crazy movies plots and book hauls. I wish life was easier for us and we could always do things together & be in our mundane love.

I always wish good things in your life!